I also had an amazing childhood with unlimited love and support but seek out detrimental relationships. I think I try and show people the love my parents always showed me, even people who are monsters because I want them to know they have someone who loves them… even though it’s not my job. Or I try to show them a bright and happy piece of the world they have never been exposed to. Never works the way I want but don’t feel alone because you aren’t. I also have one sister and she also turned out just like my mom in relationships. She’s the older one but just by a year. What about you?